I'm so sad!

It is so bad luck today, wake up early for exam bt the last minute found that my car was no battery bt luckily still can rush for it.

the exam has made me so down! i almost dunno hw to do all and it is the second sub i faced this problem! dunno y this sem i always facing this problem,  the question is nt hard and i actually can answered it bt dunno y i was unable to do so at that moment and my brain was totally blank. maybe i give too much pressure to myself or bz of the time constraint, many reasons was come into my mind. last time i was very confident  in study, cz if i have spend my time sure can pass and score well n fail this word never exist in my mind ,so please dun let me climb higher n higher i will expect more and more on myself and nt willing to fall again by putting much pressure to myself.

i shouldn't expect too much of myself, then i won be so upset. Many will ask me nt to think about the past and focus on the future, ya, i knw... bt i cant stop myself not to think about it, cz i never faced this kind of failure before and i hope there was no first time!

i knw i shouldn't be emo infront of u all, bt i really cant control... really sorry about that... if sin din tell me i also won realise that my face looks so scary, everyone also nt dare to talk wit me >< she said my sadness has made her no mood too :( Anywhere thx for ur cocern and i will appreciate it...:) next time i will try to control my emotion, is TRY only a...

thx for the gentlement guy also haha... i was cried infront of him, gosh it is so SHAMEFUL! i thinkgal crying is really useful, sincerely thx for helping me find service for the car and wash it :) bt i won thx u face2face cz i knw i cant speak out too... thx u!

cheer =)

everything will be fine, i should learn to monitor my mood dun get angry easily...
i knw myself, when get angy will lost control and did things that i will regret next time...
this world full of challenge, so i must gah yao!
pray hard to GOD for forgiving my sin... :)