tired

freaking tired man after exam...
the following week will be very very very busy!!
too much assignmnent n midtern tat clash 2gether...
if i able to manage time well, it wasn't happen, bt dunno y i bored with this routine lifestyle...
everyday repeat the same thing, midtern-assignment-midtern-presentation-final...><
i rather spending my time in fb, playing ,chatting bt nt STUDIES... i hate to memorise , and calculate also!!
Most of my frens ady done their part , just wait for editing only...bt we din even start to do a part!! hw stress im, after concult still dunno wat the lec n tutor wan...i knw i shouldn't balme so much, so i will try my best to fight for it...:)
There was no mood for me to do anything, i miss my home BADLY... feeling sad that i only can back home after week 9...i miss my mummy so much~
I love the feeling staying at home, can see my family~  miss my grandpa cooking so much ♥ my cousin was born few month ago, bt untill nw i haven see him, just can imagine hw cute he is ...
and my grandma also, my mum told me that she become weaker n weaker after chemotherepy....i really don't knw wat can i do, i afraid to talk and interect wit her , i do feel scare, i cant accept if she leaving us... no dare to ask too many about her...bt my fren phone me say that she did visit my grandma n my aunt say that she has quite a big hope to recover...:)
I'm sure tat GOD will blessing my garndma...:)

讨厌一个人

其实你并不知道我多么地需要你。。
不知道为什总是害怕被人孤立，很害怕面对那种感觉，甚至害怕到快要哭泣。。
从以前到现在一直都没把这坏习惯改过来，常有些怪异到自己都无法理解的举动。。
不懂得表达，不懂得沟通，常常说出的却不是自己所想的，别人也不懂我到底在想些什么，然后就说到迫切。。LOL
总是太过于依赖朋友，他们的一点异动都能令我不知所措，害怕失去。。
别人总是希望不用天天腻在一起，但也许你是我在这里少有的依靠，害怕只要一不留意就产生了巨大变化。。
我连自己都快要受不了自己了，总是想些奇奇怪怪的东西。。==

whatever...2moro wake up all will be forgotten again....fortunately my memory nt so gud...xD